Friday feelings
Mood:  lazy
Now Playing: Kiss FM besides office noise
Topic: journal
I just saw Jamie Oliver cook delicious looking roast chicken. Why don't we have organic chicken here in Finland?

Jamie has some legendary opinions, like: "Potatoes are the king of vegetables. Anyone that said they weren't, would be a liar, cause they're important, aren't they?".

You could just change anything in stead of the "potatoe" and "vegetables" and be prepared for a serious argument. Sure! :)

It starts again...
Mood:  not sure
Now Playing: - Paradise Falls -
We've known for 2 days now.

Should make an appointment to make sure everything is ok.

Me and "my" soul
Mood:  sharp
Now Playing: - office noise -
Topic: deepthought
I had a small revelation yesterday: I'm beginning to understand why people are not consistent in their behaviour. Anyone who reads this might consider me insane; but hey, it's your prerogative!

OK, so we are vessels for souls. The souls we carry are not ours. They have chosen the persons we are to live with and to learn with. Before us they have probably lived with someone else and after us they will probably live somewhere else with someone else. I don't know how many times each soul needs or wants to live with people - and if they live with other parts of nature besides humans.

Anyway, as life is about choice, I myself could choose to inspect this further and maybe start to communicate more with the soul that lives within me... but I strongly suspect this is not the meaning of life and could lead to a condition called schizophrenia. Suffice it to say that sometimes I may find comfort in the fact that although Hunnuh herself is a weak and timid being, the soul within her is not.

A bad dream
Mood:  special
Now Playing: - nothing -
Topic: dream
The night before yesterday I had a bad dream about islam terrorists in Finland. To my knowledge there are none here, but in this dream they came to a secluded bus stop by a factory. There were a lot of people waiting for the bus. The terrorists sat in a pick-up truck with riffles and a bomb. They set the bomb at the factory wall by the bus stop and quickly drove away.

It took people a while to realize what had just happened - panic followed. There was a stampede as people tried to run away from the bomb. The fuse was burning and there was no time and as we ran, we saw the remains of a herd of people killed by a previous bomb.

That was not a nice dream.

Feeling: quite hopeless.

I Can Stand The Rain
Mood:  a-ok
Now Playing: Ennio Morricone from the neighbouring room
Topic: journal
Eilen oli juhannuspaiva ja hieno paiva olikin. Kaytiin pitkalla kavelylla Kallen kanssa Haltialassa ja rapsuteltiin karitsoja. Aurinko paistoi viela illallakin kun grillailtiin Suniksen pihassa vihanneksia.

Today it's raining. We are killing time at my parents' house. Midsummer has passed and it's back to work starting tomorrow.

At the gasstation
Mood:  special
Now Playing: - office noise -
Topic: dream
Last night I dreamt again. There was a road trip with a group of friends (not necessarily real people from my waking world) with a great mixup of some sort. We had to stop at an abnormal gasstation where I couldn't find the toilet. There were big shower rooms but no toilet. Oh, and there was a library, but no philosophical books. My brother said: "the philosophical books are across the road, you silly". So apparently my brother was there.

At last I found the toilet: it was high up on the wall at the entrance. It was a fancy toilet, except when you closed the door you couldn't operate - there was no room anymore. It was kind of frustrating, because you had to sort of close the door in order to not fall off from up there. But then I'm sure the dream was about frustration. Duh.

I had a dream
Mood:  special
Now Playing: - office noise -
Topic: dream
I just remembered my dream from last night. It was about Godfather the movie. Or was it? I saw some disturbing scenes about killing a lot of people with machine guns and talking in riddles.

But was Godfather about aliens? Were they only killing other aliens? And were they waiting for a special day when they could gather up and worm their way through a worn out cadboard box and illuminate into angels?

Feelings: during the dream I thought "I have seen this before and I don't want to see it again. Why am I seeing this?"

Late Night Diary
Mood:  spacey
Now Playing: -nothing but noice from the computer fan-
Topic: journal
Wednesday was a good day.

We met a happy little 90-year-old woman and saw her perky relatives, among which one a-little-too friendly mormon. Then I went to meet some workmates even though I'm on holiday. We had a goodbye-gathering for one of my closest and most long-term colleagues. This doesn't really mean close and 4 years isn't such a long time - but considering my work place in general neither of these is an exaggeration.

For the first time I really had a nice time with my colleagues! And needless to say - it was still only nice considering... :) Anyway, there were certain moments that I thought were genuinely inspiring and even touching. I wish my leaving colleague only well.

When I got home by midnight, I found Kalle watching football and waiting for me to come so we could start on our tax returns. Mine is not ready yet and Kalle went to bed quite some time ago.

Mood:  chillin'
Now Playing: -voices from downstairs-
Topic: journal
Again writing with my parent's Mac. Got a new ink cartridge for the printer yesterday. Still archiving documents here.

Soon we're going to Kalle's great aunt's birthday. She's turning 90.

It's raining daffodils
Topic: journal
Kalle and I had a quick chance to go visit our friends at the hospital. Everything seemed OK and they had a really nice family room for the three of them. They were expecting to go home today after a pediatric exam.

It's a rainy day and we have lots to cover at the building site. Kalle is at the site, I'm over at my parents writing this with their Mac. I paid some bills with the bank interface. Now I'll go sort some paperwork and archive them. Whooee...